"Courage doesn't always roar, sometimes courage is the quiet
voice at the end of the day saying 'I will try again tomorrow.'"
And that's where I am at right now. Waking up each day, hoping for no more pain, and just muddling through the day once it sets in. Then doing it all over again the next day.
I was hoping to make a decision about AZ after this weekend's workout, but with no pain relief, that workout might not happen. And the decision makes itself.
I am not going to talk to much about this right now, as I feel all I have done as of late is complain or moan about the unfairness of it all. Everyone has been great listening to me, but even I get tired of my own voice. Suffice to say that the feelings are overwhelming and the pain is, at times, still agonizing.
I feel like at the end of this, I will will have a more positive perspective and all the insight and wisdom I hear I might get. Maybe. But right now, I really just want my body, my training, my humor, and my mind back. Just a small request...